i’ve made it sound like the jug of water was the issue but its not, theyre spreading rumours that im preggers when im clearly not, that im texting peoples bfs when i lost my phone over a month a go, etc etc. i love my job but the jealousy and drama is really getting to me, i feel like im getting targetted for the attention i get, im homesick and these people who are being horrible to me dont realise the fragile state of mind im in. i fucking hate them, hate is an understatement right now.fucking wankers.

i have a tonne of friends here and genuine best mates but theres this on growing jealously that keeps happening and i actually feel like i’m getting bullied. bringing back so many unwanted memorys,if i didn’t have katy and tash i would’ve left purely on this case, i have everyone who loves me bare this one person and on my way home from work, second time ina row theyve thrown a jug of water of my head. im really ill and run down aswell, so im gna get ever more ill. theyre spreading rumours. im not the type of person who knows how to deal with this. i miss mam, so much

Alright tumlr, Life is sweeeeeeeeet :)

Excited ain’ the word!!!!!

and he’s hogging the straightners and mirror. COOL, BRO. TOTALLY COOL.

my manager neatly had me crying being all like “awwh dollface, it was such apleasure to work with you. take care, come back and visit us” blahblahblah. last shift tomorrow then i’m done! came home and started slowly packing , organising what i want to take etc. came across some old notes in a box under my bed and got all emotional again, haha! jeeeez so emo seriously! :)